not gaining weight.

what in the world? i have not gain one pound since being pregnant. i am 10weeks today. i see all these girls in my pregnancy groups that are complaining about their clothes fitting too tight at 7-8weeks and some of them have had to move to maternity. it's making me worry that my baby died and stopped growing or something. a part of me doesn't really believe that because when i bend down to pick something up or use my lower stomach muscles to sit up etc i can feel that my uterus has gotten bigger [can't really explain it, it's a very odd sensation]. but my clothes fit exactly the same. i still haven't had real morning sickness.. just the horrible food aversions in the beginning. so i am able to eat pretty much anything and let me tell you my body seems to be ALWAYS hungry. i don't understand if i am eating so much etc why aren't i gaining weight?

i guess it's more of me being worried that something is wrong. we ordered our doppler yesterday. they have to approve it with my doctor first since it's a medical grade doppler. the dr. said she would approve it but what if she forgot lol. ugh anyway. i just wish it would get here so i can relax that there is still a heart beating and i can be happy that i haven't gained yet. until then. i want to at least gain a few pounds for reassurance.

i have so many chores to do today. ugh. i hate days when i have a million chores to do. i think the worst is laundry. i have to walk in the heat all the way to the laundry room. david wants me to wait until he gets home to do laundry [he doesn't like that i carry a load of laundry now that i am pregnant] but i feel like i should do it NOW not later. i might not be this willing to do laundry in the evening PLUS i don't like how he does the laundry lol. so yeah. blah. blah. blah.