pink.lemonade

haven't updated in awhile.. everything is going well over here.. still hotter than hell.. i know i bitch about it all the time.. but seriously.. it's like living in a oven and being trapped in your darn apartment the entire time doing nothing.. it's impossible to do anything in this heat.. it sort of depresses me.. i am getting tired of doing the same damn thing everyday.. i can't go to the zoo.. or the park.. nothing.. i heard on the morning news this morning that we are expected to reach 104f by next monday.. are you farking kidding me? we are in a serious drought right now.. i am starting to hate living here.. i feel so caged in.. nothing to do.. bored.. going out of my mind.. lol. i can't stand it anymore.. when will summer BE OVER!?!?!?!?!?!?!? this summer feels like it's just crawling by.. and thanks to gas prices everything.. and i mean everything is more expensive these days.. we usually have to sit at home because i have to have the a/c running non stop.. last night in fact.. i woke up maybe four times COVERED in sweat.. i kept having to get up to turn the a/c down lower and lower.. all the way to 70f.. this month is going to cost us big time in electricity! ::sigh:: perfect.. i hate this year's summer! i reallllly do.. and i won't stop bitching about it until it's freaking OVER for good!

on the upside.. and i am probably jinxing it because every time i think "whew.. my body has finally adjusted", i am reminded that "nope.. not yet.. ". i have been able to climb stairs without being winded the last few days.. in fact david and i did a load of laundry last night and i practically ran up the stairs and could still catch my breath without feeling light headed etc.. hopefully it will be that way for a while.. i know i will start feeling out of breath more as the baby gets bigger.. but i could use a break in that department.. my allergies are still bugging me.. it's probably this nasty air pollution. i have started having nosebleeds.. normal for the pregnants.. it's just gross.. i really don't like having them.. we have the humidifier running 24/7 in the bedroom to help.. but i think we might need a bigger and better one in the living room.. i need it more for the winter.. oh the winter.. it sounds so nice and cold!!!!

i was watching friends last night because i was too lazy to find the remote to change it.. (i am not a friends fan). anyway, it was a thanksgiving episode.. all i could think about was turkey.. stuffing.. cranberry sauce.. sweet potatoes for the entire evening.. i also got all giddy inside.. i can't wait for the holiday season to get here! i am also craving salad dressing.. lol.. i am watching "i love lucy" (as i always am.. )and it's the "million dollar idea" episode.. where lucy and ethel decide to start a business making homemade dressing.. they are able to advertise on tv.. and lucy pretends to be a normal housewife from the audience.. she starts eating the salad.. and of course.. exaggerates how tasty it looks.. of COURSE i am now starving for salad dressing.. just salad dressing.. dip a spoon in the dressing and lick it.. gross huh?! LMAO. especially american dressing.. gagggg! im hungry now.. we don't have any american dressing in the house.. which is a good thing i suppose because the fact that even sounds delicious to me frightens me.. lol..