pink.lemonade

nothing new.

i am almost back to my old self. still feeling a bit stuffy in my head.. but it's improving everyday. i am actually in the mood to tackle the bathroom today.. sort of, lol.

yesterday evening we actually had some raindrops.. it didn't pour as i had hoped it would. but the smell of rain and the temperature drop was a nice change from this horrible texas heat... blah.. i really despise summers here.. i can not wait for the fall! texas has the best falls.. it so mild.. and comfortable.. i can't wait!

did i mention how much i hate this damn heat? i am so sick of hearing the forecast.. "triple digits everyday this week.. no rain. blah blah blah. orange and red air quality warnings. blah blah blah. oh look here is a tiny tiny tiny storm. it's only covering one block of houses.. but who cares.. it's a tiny tiny storm. lets keep everyone updated on this tiny tiny storm that won't do anything other than release a few sprinkles that will evaporate before they hit the ground.." yay let's celebrate.. our drought is over! ::blank stare::

they are interrupting normal shows talking about two TINY storms right now. are you farking kidding me? maybe i am just resentful because those tiny tiny storms are no where near me.. it's a jealousy thing. ugh. i hate this heat.. HATE IT! I AM SO SICK OF BEING INSIDE ALL DAY!

today i got 9 hours worth of sleep.. i was so tired when i woke up.. i have been having some mild cramping like pain.. i'm not too worried about it.. i think i might have pulled a ligament last night trying to get out of bed to pee for the one millionth time.. david is going to have to switch me sides soon.. my side of the bed is up against the wall and it's almost impossible for me to get out of bed without some sort of pain.. i love it when david has gone to work or has woken up before me. i just roll myself out on his side.. pumpkin (one of our cats) loves to sleep right next to my back in the mornings.. she likes to stay warm (she sleeps out in the living room with the other cats at night.. but takes her naps during the morning in the bedroom.. then moves her little butt outside on the patio where she sleeps until the evening.. in the heat.. this cat is obsessed with HEAT). anyway, i always forget she is there and she isn't used to me rolling over to get out of bed yet.. so i have startled her a few times.. and scared me silly thinking i just killed my cat by suffocation or crushed to death with my body on top of her... then she looks at me like "wtf, are you mental or something?"

ARGH! THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT THE STUPID TINY STORMS AGAIN! i want to hit them.. i mean these storms can't be bigger than a 1/4th a mile long! and the forecasters are even admitting these storms will not get any bigger... SO WHY THE HELL are they acting like we are going to be in a flash flood soon.. so annoying! arrrrggghhh.. i need to get out of this house.. badly. this damn heat keeps me a prisoner! I HATE TEXAS SUMMERS hate them! thats it.. im going to target tonight and getting me a pool floaty.. i am going to start hanging out in our apartments pool.. i haven't before since there are always rowdy teenagers with no respect in there.. but i can't stand it anymore.. our gym pool doesn't allow the use of floaties.. i have to do something to get out of this damn house. it's making me hostile!