pink.lemonade

sick.sick.sick.

that is what i am. we got up super early this morning to go to the peach festival.. my throat HUURRT so bad. but i figured i would start to feel better through out the day.. it took us an hour to get there.. and it was HOTTER than hell. in the morning mind you.. i started itching really crazy.. which is strange, i have never experienced that in my life.. i was sweating so bad.. i was extremely dizzy and feel faint.. i checked my pulse and it was racing fast.. no matter what i did.. sit down.. take a break.. drink lots of water.. nothing helped.. i was so miserable! after and hour david had enough and said we are going home.. i didn't want to, i wanted to eat all the peach stuff and enjoy the festival (which was huge and looked like so much fun btw) but it was 100f by noon! im telling you.. i can not tolerate this heat AT ALL! i know its because i am pregnant and SICK.. so i am trying not to be too worried about it.. but i just felt horrible.. i was having horrible cramps and of course i started to freak out that the heat was going to make me miscarry.. we drove back home.. i started to feel worse.. so i decided i should take a nap or something.. i passed out for four hours.. david also took a nap. woke up with my throat EVEN WORSE than it was in the morning, if you can believe that.. it's really bad! my eyes itch.. my ears itch.. my nose won't stop running and my throat is on fire every time i swallow!

so miserable! david got on to me because i only had a bowl of cereal this morning and it was almost 5pm and i needed to eat.. i wasn't hungry at all.. i wasn't sick to my stomach or anything.. just not hungry.. thirsty though.. i ran out of carbonated mineral water so it's been hard for me to drink fluids. we went out to eat and i could barely eat my dinner.. i started to go into a sneezing fit at the restaurant. I JUST FELT LIKE CRAP! i told david i was taking benadryl as soon as i got home.. i wanted to take it earlier but didn't because that stuff KNOCKS ME OUT!.. david said, "noooo.. then you won't go to lifetime with me tonight and go swimming"... i looked at him like he was nuts and said, "um... if i feel like this, i won't go swimming anyway.." we went to walmart for me to stock up on my mineral water, puff tissues with lotion, and ricola's. and came straight home.. i still feel like crap! i just want to feel better! and stop sneezing.. my nose is already raw from today. i'm not tired or anything, and no fever.. i just don't know.. i know a doctor can't do anything for me.. it's just something i have to wait out.. so i guess bitching about it here is the only comfort i really get right now... hopefully tomorrow will be a much better day! i pray it will.

david and i visited an antique store at the peach festival to cool off (the festival is held in the old downtown area of weatherford.. reallly beautiful town. i loved it).. it was in the really old building.. it was so neat. the building had SO much character.. the third floor.. which was my favorite.. looked original. there was peeling old wall paper on the walls and the ceiling height must have been 20feet or so.. i sat up there and imagined how it must have been someone's living quarters back in the day.. i want to go back and take pictures of it.. i did take my camera along but i wasn't in the mood to deal with taking pictures (that speaks volumes of how bad i was feeling).. we split up to look around etc and when i found david, he was looking at this silver cat ring holder.. it was so cute.. we ended up getting it for $5.. i really like it and the fact david picked it out makes it even more special! i really needed one.. david is always worried about my rings.. i take them off a lot. he always finds one in those air flight magazines and insist we get it.. you know the ones they have on airplanes with all kinds of gadgets you can purchase etc? they are like $20 or more. david felt it was a bargain.. it will be a memory of my first trip to the peach festival and i felt like crap but i love it! it was my favorite part of the day! i will take a picture of it later when i feel better..