pink.lemonade

even though i had a gut feeling it was a boy, i still can't believe it's a boy! i am going to have a son, is that not a crazy thought?! i find myself staring at our ultrasound pictures over and over and over. i want to grab him and just sqeeeeeze and eat him.. it's amazing how much personality he already has.. it seems so much more real now than before.. to see him move and suck on his hands.. ::stares at ultrasound pictures again:: i love him sooooo much and i haven't even met him.. and he's all ours! i have been so excited that i haven't even purchased my external flash yet!

i hope he is just as cute as david.. david was a super cute little boy.. someday i will post pictures of little david.. it's going to be so sweet having a little mini-me david running around.. i could see it in davids face yesterday on teh way home he is more than thrilled to have a little boy! he is already a proud dad! someone to play ball with.. take to baseball games.. ride roller coasters.. i can't wait to take our son to gymnastics.. little boy birthday parties.. ::sigh::

i am also hoping our little boy has curly hair.. curly hair on little boys is so adorable!!!!! david and i both agree we think our son is going to have brown hair.. everyone keeps mentioning how our son could end up with red hair.. not likely.. for one, red hair is extremely rare.. two.. both parents.. the father and mother have to carry the red hair gene.. on david's side no one has ever had red hair.. so the chances are extremely slim... i can't wait to meet ashton.. four months away! i have a feeling the next four months are going to go by fast since it's the holiday season.. first i will be in germany and that always GOES WAY TOO FAST.. halloween flies by.. state fair flies by.. thanksgiving flies by as does christmas.. so yeah.. it's going to be a fast four months LOL! i can't wait! WE'RE GOING TO HAVE A LITTLE BOY!!!! OMG!!!

hehehe.. now when we go to disneyworld i can get ashton mickey mouse ears with his name on it.. i have always wanted to do that for my kids.. so i absolutely can NOT WAIT until he is in my arms.. i want to stop daydreaming about having him and have him already lol!