pink.lemonade

hello my name is anne marie and i can not stop buying baby clothes/crap!!!! 

ashton = obsession.. everything david and i do is about ashton.. i even bought more clothes online in America a few days ago.. (tanna.. remember those overalls i wanted from potterbarnkids? the ones on sale? i was going to order them and have it sent to davids parents house right before i left for Germany? well.. i decided to force myself to wait.. after almost two weeks i was STILL thinking about them and finally bought them.. isn't that ridiculous?!). i am also in the process of figuring out how to order some German baby clothes online and have it shipped here in Germany.. i found a cute little website filled with unusual stuff you never see in the states that i just have to have..

it gets worse.. david is a complicated person when it comes to spending money.. when it comes to spending money on me david is more willing to give out.. but he still has hesitation and sometimes tries to talk me out of the purchase if it happens to be over $100 by saying, "we can't really afford it right now.. but if you want it.. i guess you can buy it" ::gives me sad pouty look::.. when we finally got pregnant david did want to buy some baby stuff ASAP.. mostly stuff that was a NEED rather than a want.. like the carseat..i mean we NEED the carseat.. it's not really a want.. david also enjoys all the baby clothes we have been getting.. a week before leaving for Europe he realized we had a pretty good collection going on and mentioned that maybe i need to slow down now.. (HAHAHA the thought is laughable)......point is.. david is not mr.moneybags and he doesn't just throw money away on the whim.. there has to be a good reason to buy whatever it is.. 

now that i have explained davids complicated way of spending money.. here comes the kicker.. david has all of a sudden turned into a, "LETS BUY EVERYTHING FOR ASTHON RIGHT NOW!" mode.. example? he wants to spend almost $200 on a teddy bear.. A TEDDY BEAR PEOPLE! okay.. so it's a steiff bear.. they are expensive and they are wickedly awesome.. i want ashton to have a steiff bear too.. it would mean a lot more getting it here in Germany since they are German bears.. but the fact that david is so excited about plopping down $200 for a normal size teddy bear is astonishing! he has NO BUYERS REMORSE OVER IT! nothing.. is that not NUTS?! not to mention he wants to get an original steiff bear plus a soft CUSHY one for ashton to carry around (cheaper than a original bear but still).. ashton has become a huge obsession with us.. i thought how lucky we were to have a boy because a girl would just get EVERYTHING from david and i would spend way more money on girl clothing than boy clothing (omg baby girl clothes are the FREAKING CUTEST EVER right now!!). 

too bad the baby doesn't want or need camera equipment lmao.. david leaves in two days.. booo hoo.. i am so sad.. i hate not being around david.. two weeks will fly by though.. i am just happy he was able to be here for two weeks with me.. trip is going by fast that's for sure.. 

i also received my extra action set today.. whoooohooooo.. i can't wait to use it.. i plan on processing more Paris pictures today and posting them later..