today is and will be a depressing day.. it's 6am here.. david has to go back home.. even though i love visiting, i am sort of wishing i had to go back with him too(together).. he is in the bathroom getting ready and all i want to do is bawl my eyes out.. i suppose it's bittersweet.. hopefully i will be over it in a few days.. the thought of him not being here upsets me a lot.. two whole weeks without him.. i seriously have no clue how i am going to survive.. he does everything for me.. now i will be on my own.. i don't remember being so emotional about leaving him last time i was here by myself.. or the year before that when he went back earlier than me and i stayed a WHOLE month.. maybe it's because i am pregnant and filled to the brim with hormones.. i don't know.. but the thought of him leaving is literally making me sick to my stomach.. plus the fact he is on a plane.. well.. we all know how i feel about planes.. i will be thinking about him non stop praying over and over God blesses him with a safe flight back home..
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Hey girl I hope you are feeling better today!! Did david make it home ok? I luv you! ((hugs)) :o)
sending you and david lots of well wishes! I was away from raymond my whole pregnancy with my 2nd and it totally sucked. So eat plenty of great foods k!!
amanda
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