pink.lemonade

still in pain. :o( still miserable.

are my antibiotics working or not?! my teeth stilllll hurt. even more so when i eat. i have been forced on a liquid diet that isn't doing me any favors. i tried eating a sandwich yesterday and ended up in a lot of pain and unable to enjoy the day. on the other hand, i was able to get some rest last night without waking up in pain every half hour. i think my pain med combo works when i am not using my mouth. i used to take benadryl sinus and allergy. it didn't really work with managing my discomfort.. it also required a heating pad every 30mins. just to get some rest.. i ended up switching my formula to sudafed PE, regular benadryl, and two tyelnol and the pain seemed to disappear for awhile (3hours tops).. only for awhile though. it's still tolerable and i don't really need narcotics to help with the pain.. however, i am really exhausted from the constant pain and fact i can't eat normal food at all! 

my bestfriend and her daughter are still here and i have not been able to enjoy them one bit thanks to the pain. i am getting aggravated with it. i feel like narcotics is the only way out at this point. it would allow me to have a real meal so i am not starving to death and able to enjoy ONE day without one once of pain. but at the same time knock me out for a week. i just want the pain to stop. when are the antibiotics going to kick in and kill the bacteria causing my problem huh?! working on day three here! throw me a frickin' bone!

i haven't taken any pictures of emily like i had planned. i would love to but with a sinus headache and tooth pain do i really want to get down and dirty to take pictures.. no. i don't. my bestfriend thinks she is laced with bad luck and spreads it to other people.. the last time she was here i ended up with a sinus infection lol. funny how that works. i feel bad that i can't be a better hostess to her.

david has made up for it though. at least in my opinion he has. he spends a lot of time with emily. she played favorites.. demanded david follow her eve-ry-where.. at the park, he was the only one going down the slides with her.. tanna was busy taking cute pictures and i well, besides in pain.. obviously pregnant. david would have had a cow if i got on a slide.. i actually got stuck in a hole with emily and david was not amused.. lol.. tanna and i were in tears laughing so hard. we also went window shopping at our favorite town center. they had a water fountain and emily just had a BLAST with it! i sat there watching and thinking how crappy it was that i didn't bring my camera because there was a lot of potential. david made sure emily got close to the fountain. she ran around yelling "come on" and grabbing his hand pulling him to follow her the entire time.. 

later that evening tanna and i were laying on my bed alone.. we could hear emily playing outside in the living room with david.. it was like that for a few hours when all of a sudden it got quiet.. tanna noticed it and figured emily must have fallen asleep.. she opened the door to check it out and there she was.. fast asleep on david.. he was rocking her in our rocker, passed out.. in one arm she was holding/gripping her favorite teddy bear.. it was seriously a picture perfect moment but my camera wasn't charged and too far away for me to do anything about it. that was around 10pm or so and it's now almost 8am and she is still asleep! i haven't heard one peep from her all night. so as i said.. david has been the best this weekend and spending time with emily.. we have these bath letters that stick to the wall when wet.. she loves them.. she brings them to david and david will take them all out and help recite them to her as she lines them up on the floor.. she is one smart cookie..s he knows a lot of her letters all ready.. 

david is going to be such a great dad.. he really is.. watching him with emily proves it. HOWEVER, david has no clue how much energy a small toddler can have.. on our way home last night he mentioned how emily will be out like a light bulb since we took her to the park lolzzzzz. granted she did GO to sleep quicker than the night before, but it still took a few hours to knock her out. david looked like he was ready to pass out six hours before her LMAO.. either way.. david was patient and kind the entire time.. he is such a great person.. i love him!

well, i am hoping to have a better day today... my tooth still hurts as i am typing this but maybe it will feel better in a few hours.. at least i hope.. i have to take pictures of emily and today is the last day so i am going to force myself to try :o/..