pink.lemonade

well, no progress. boooooo. i had a gut feeling there wouldn't be. i always jinx things lol. still 60-70% effaced though. we talked induction :o( i have a sonogram scheduled for january 5th to make sure he is okay etc etc and that will determine if i will be induced. she said she won't let me go pass january 16th (2 weeks past due) without being induced. so she is letting me give my body a shot at doing it's own thing. internals don't really say anything either. i could go into labor on my own in a few days (or weeks lol) so it's just more of a curiosity situation at this point. david was really disappointed. he keeps telling me that ashton will be here before new years. now he thinks we don't even have a chance.

the nurse scared me though. it took a few minutes to find his heartbeat today and she had this worried look on her face. i had an instant flash back of the morning events wondering if i had felt him move at all. he was up and moving when i went to bed late last night but wasn't moving this morning. finally we found the heartbeat and all is well. david and i had breakfast after the appointment and ashton started moving around a ton (as he is now). but good golly, i had never felt so sick to my stomach or been that scared before! lol. i am going to continue walking and doing my stretches. hoping that by my next appointment (monday) there will be some good news!