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for the first time in a very long time. i woke up and felt fully refreshed.. 

my doctor appointment with my endocrinologist yesterday has me worrying today. he's glad i started the 88mcg while in Europe, says my numbers look better and where they should be but wants me to continue for another week and come back for more blood work in a week before he decides to keep me at it.. the part that worries me is that i gained 11lbs in one month.. i don't feel any heavier than i did before i got my positive on my pregnancy test.. any weight i have gained has been primarily in my stomach.. my thighs.. butt.. arms etc have stayed the same (boobs did get bigger though).. he was concerned about me having gestational diabetes and now i am totally freaked out about my test tomorrow (1hr glucose test at the gyno).. i looooove sugar.. and even though i eat balanced and healthy for my meals i find myself (especially in Europe) eating chocolate or pastries as snacks.. lol.. i know it isn't a big deal but i really don't want to have to deal with it.. 

david broke our shower.. ::shakes head:: so now i am forced to hurry up and get some cleaning done today so our maintenance worker doesn't think i am some kind of slob.. geesh.. (at least the bathroom is clean) i still haven't unpacked.. is that not nuts? it's just sitting on our bedroom floor.. and i pulled out all of ashtons clothes to admire them and tell ashton how handsome he is going to look.. and instead of putting them back in the bag i just laid them right on top of my unpacked bags lmao.. such a mess.. but today i have so much more energy.. at least currently i do.. i should take advantage of it..

david isn't to happy i want a new diaper bag.. he wants to douse the current bag in some kind of natures  miracle liquid.. um.. no.. that stuff smells worse than vinegar.. lol.. but he didn't say no if i wanted to get a new diaper bag.. i showed him the one i love.."it's girly but not as bad as a pink diaper bag", was his response.. when i asked if he would carry it.. he said "i guess". lmao. i threw the toddler plus baby bit to him.. on why we needed to get a bigger bag.. he was smart and said "couldn't we get it when that time comes?".. but i don't think we can.. i have my camera to carry around too.. where the hell is it going to go? it's not some point and shoot size.. it would be nice to carry it all in one bag.. a huge diaper bag that is.. :o)

oh forgot to announce that i am now in the THIRD TRIMESTER! so exciting! i never thought i would get this far.