pink.lemonade

a typical day in the life of me.
i had a realllllly rough night last night. i was feeling somewhat better.. better enough to do almost all our laundry yesterday.. so i was exhausted by bedtime.. after about two hours of sleeping i woke up in an extreme panic as i could not breath. i felt like i had choked on my own puke or something. for over an hour i did nothing but hack, gag, and feel like i was going to puke.. it scared me to death as i really could not breath very well.. once it started to get better (and trust me i almost made david take me to the ER i was that freaked) i googled "choking on puke" which lead me to google "choking on stomach acid/acid reflux". i realized this is a common problem with people with GERD. i was diagnosed with GERD several years ago but was told i could repair mine with some medicine and strict diet which i followed..i stopped having my problems then but ashton must have been pushing up on my stomach last night or something because i didn't even feel any type of heartburn before this attack or after. either way. i feel like crap today. we had to get up early as we have another birthing class and errands to do. i am so tired.. my throat, once again, is sore (from all that hacking i did last night) and my tooth still aches.. i am so tired of feeling not myself. i just want a break from feeling like poo all the time. it has nothing to do with me being pregnant either. it has to do with crap that happens to me all the damn time. pregnant or not. i feel even worse for ashton. after my hacking fest i could tell i woke him up.. disrupted his sleep cycle as well.. he was up for a good 30mins before finally settling.. i am tired today :o(

and from now on, dinner will be no later than 7pm for me.. no more snacking before bedtime either. i do not want to wake up several hours later feeling like i am dying from choking ever again!