pink.lemonade

99% of ashton's things have been washed! i did 8 loads yesterday. my body was so exhausted by the end of it that i ended up going to bed at 5:30pm. woke up for a brief moment to take my pill. pee etc around 11pm but i was quickly back to sleep and now i have been up since 5am. poor david. he hasn't "seen" me in days. the only time i have really spoken to him are in the mornings right before he goes to work. when he comes home i am already in bed. ::sigh:: i wish all this stuff would get done by itself. today i have MORE laundry to do. not as much as yesterday but enough to make me moan and groan about it. i wish i could just leave it there but i know i can't. folding up tiny baby clothes is a pita if you ask me. at least when it's adult size you know it isn't much folding involved lol.

tonight is our lamaze class. 6-10pm and tomorrow from 10am-6pm. ugh long weekend. i hate to say it but i am NOT looking forward to this class at all. i am so sick of classes. i am sick of sitting there for a long amount of time. i really want to be home getting things done and spending time with david. i am hoping to get A LOT done today and somehow get a nap in there somewhere so i am not miserable in class tonight. i am still sick. feeling a bit better but not enough to feel great. i am boderline depressed right now with all the crap i have to get done and not being able to spend any time with david. i am tired of being sick. i am tired of all the stupid classes. i am tired of my to do list which seems to never get any smaller. i am tired of just everything. people who are as far along as me are usually ready for this baby to be born but i'm just not. i find myself wishing i had a few more months left instead a few more weeks. don't get me wrong, i am more than excited to have ashton in our lives but i just wish i could get on track and be able to relax before he actually gets here.. i still haven't packed our hospital bag or found him a pediatrician. ugh. SICK OF TO DO LISTS!