we went to our bi weekly chiropractor appointment this morning. david turned to me while we were getting therapy and said, "next time we we come here we will have a baby".
o.m.g.
other news. david is 'sorta kinda doesn't wanna but will because he knows i deserve it more than anything' letting me get some camera gear. yipee! i am SO getting a new lens. it's not my dream lens. it's not even a lens i was even thinking about getting until i did more research. someday I WILL get dream lenses. but for now anything is better than my kit lens. i also need to get some studio gear. and a new camera bag. omg this is going to be awesome.
zachary (david's brother) was supposed to fly in last night but thanks to our awesome weather yesterday (fog/drizzle) it was cancelled and he will be flying in on sunday.
today is a great day! SUNNY and warm and i have TONS of energy this morning. no surprise there. i'm telling you. i am a solar panel! feeling the sun hit my skin made me feel renewed. another artic cold front is expected on sunday with gusty winds. david is hoping zach's flight doesn't get cancelled again while i am hoping to be 100% finished with everything. tomorrow david and i are going to the nutcracker at bass hall. we try to go every year. usually we try to get box seats (the best seats ever) but decided against it this year just in case i go into labor. we will get box seats next year with ashton. they have a private sound proof room right next to each private box so if he starts acting up one of us can take him there without upsetting other people lol. david wants to get ashton started early with fine arts. including ballet.
i have mentioned how david never spends money on things he feels he doesn't need. even on stuff he even wants. i have to do it for him. he bought a piano cd the other day. i couldn't believe my ears when he told me he bought it. anyway. it's a great cd. i love listening to it. it relaxes me. ashton seems to like it too, he moves gently when i am playing it. david made me promise to play it for ashton all the time when he is here. i can tell david is hoping for a piano prodigy lmao. okay, not really. david isn't the pushy type. david just hopes ashton appreciates music and things of the sort. early exposure is best in his opinion. it's all good, i am hoping ashton will be into photography. as soon as he knows how cameras work i am getting him his own camera. it will be interesting to see what he comes up with. children see the world so differently than us adults. i never want to forget how he saw the world. my mom hopes he becomes an adventure lover as she is. with her around, i'm sure he will be.
i often sit here wondering what type of person ashton will become. what kind of hobbies will he love. what foods will he hate. i hope he is a good natured person who has empathy and respect for others. i hope he appreciates everything he has. i hope he looks at the world and loves it. i can't wait to show him how beautiful life truly is. i hope he looks back and loves his childhood like i do. it's amazing how much i want for him and i haven't even met him yet. most of all i hope he is just a happy healthy person who is loved by all. i also hope he loves me as much as i love my mom.
i am so excited that this little person is coming into our lives. i wish he knew how much we want and love him right now. it will be years before he realizes it. but i am going to make sure everyday he feels how much we love him. how our life has become his.
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